?, ??? ??? ????? ??? ?? ?? ?? ???. ??? ???? {?? ??? ????, ?? ??? ?? ?? ????? ?? ??? ?? ???? {??? ????? ?? ??? ?? ??? ??? : The darkness of my being has become a battlefield. The resonances of doubt and longing clash, creating a symphony of turmoil. My decisions are no longer guided by reason, but by the tumult within. Each step I take feels heav